Meja

Scum like me

Me....

All I wanted in my life was 2 be seen

it was all or nothing

nothing inbetween

I had to proove myself

stronger than my needs



In time

when I was giving up the fight 2 carry on

when all the happiness inside of me was gone

It didn�t matter what I did cuz all was wrong.



There�s a part of me

who just can�t see

why you believe in a scum like me

I care no more

why can�t u see

I�m thinking of being loved



I feel

that I�ve been holding on 2 long to history

my mistakes have been the same repetitively

it�s a feeling of mistake and misery



A voice

always questioning everything I do

It�s always there 2 make me feel a kinda� blue

makes me feel that I am nothing but a fool



Chorus



Instead

of being proud of all the good

things that I�ve gone

I take a step aside, I hit and run

cuz I feel that I have fooled you all along

cuz when you look under the surface

you will see

that what you think is big and strong

is only me